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I have lots to write about but I am numb to any feeling but pain. My neck has been hurting for several days and this past Monday it became so severe that I could not move, even breathing caused pain. I spent 5 hours in the ER and the x -ray we had to fight to get, came back clear. My PCP has ordered an MRI for Friday so I am hoping for some answers. More then likely its muscular and there is not a thing that can be done except lots of pain killers.

My house is quiet, all I hear is the hum of the refrigerator and the birds outside the window. My Demerol is wrapping around me like a warm blanket and pulling at my eye lids, beckoning me to sleep. I just might give in.

I sat here this morning and cried because all I wanted to do was feed Molly and snuggle her on my chest and the pain was so severe that I had to give her to Tristen so I would not drop her. A huge thanks to Katina for taking care of my kids this morning until Scott can get here.